My Son´s Birthday

Tomorrow is my son´s eight birthday. I am so sad because I could not attend his birthday celebration. I could not prepare him foods for the visitors and I could not give him my birthday gift.Couples month ago I bought him already a racing car for his birthday but I wasn´t able to send him the package because the fee for sending the package is the same as the amount of the racing car. So I decided to bring home the package during my vacation. (I don´t know yet when I am going to have my vacation because I still have many responsibilities to finish before I go home for vacation.) I don´t know if my son will have his birthday party but I already send money for this event. I am really sad though I sent already money for the celebration,this is not enough for my son, he wants me to be with him already. I want to go home this moment so that I can kiss my son and embrace him during this very important day of his life. I want to tell him how much I love and care for him. And I want to tell him that I am here abroad because I want to give him bright future together with his brother because no one will provide them good future. And I want to tell him that this is for their welfare because I am alone supporting them. Eventhough It´s so hard to be away from them I must overcome the pain,the loneliness, and the homesickness because I know one of this days they will be with me. And I know that they will live with me soon in this far country and we will see together the snowfall, the wild animals in the forest, the mountains full of trees, the castles mentions in the fairy tales, the historical places and the beautiful places of Europe. I know I will play with them in the snow and build snowman, we will go camping along the Rhein river and do other bonding moments as family. I am hoping and praying that this day will come very soon.Who knows maybe next birthday I am already beside him celebrating this very momentous day of his life and I know this will be the happiest birthday he has then.HAPPY BIRTHDAY my son Chris Joshua, may you have many more birthdays to come. I love you son and also your brother.